One of the MORZEFISH projects of 1996 was official broadcasting of Izhevsk avant-garde
movies dated to 1991-1992. That's when the first Exotica fest of art & video was held in
Izhevsk. Due to this more people got to know about the phenomenon of Izhevsk music and
cinema. The latter has involved the people relatively far from it. This particular
circumstance apparently brought them to the point of creating their piercing ritual
masterpieces narrating of what is going on at the end of the 20th century.
MORZEFIH: Lena, I guess at the time you were making about your movies I was
strolling the streets, agitated and exulted, feeling something soaked with something
mysterious being done by certain Izhevsk citizens.
LENA NABEL: I simply knew that they were going to hold the Exotica fest and I set
about shooting a film quite spontaneously. That's the way things usually happen to me.
That's how I had taken up photography and then wanted my pictures to move. That's how I
took up moves. My first one was very sincere, emotional and absolutely feminine.
MORZEFIH: You mean a man couldn't shoot this, or similar, film?
LENA NABEL: Not in the least. It could be only a woman who would do this. A man
couldn't express the idea. Actually men fill the same, but have quite different way
of expressing it. My male fiends certainly helped me a lot, but they were in fact doing
what I told them to do according my to my visions, ideas and feelings. And it's impossible
to discuss the films without speaking about the city, my friends, their music. You may
write a book about all these and them.
MORZEFIH: All musicians, artists, poets living in this city always stick together.
Is this a symptom or something else? Is this a way-out, a salvation for them?
LENA NABEL: That's just the urbanization, the city of plants and factories their
smoking chimneys. People who get up at 6am and go to their work. You don't feel - no,
not your individuality - when you enter a buss, you don't feel that it's just flesh,
"meat" around you. You also belong to this city, you live the same life with all of them.
But there are other soul over here looking for something, willing to express themselves.
You just meet them, and soon take a strong liking to them, and think of them and realize
their multi - facedness and see it more distinct.
MORZEFIH: What do you mean by taking a strong liking to them? Is that your
dissolution in the whole mass of people? Or maybe it's your ego that dissolves?...
Are you afraid of this?
LENA NABEL: (laughs) Now my first word spoken will be "I" ... I aim at the
destruction of my ego, but to destroy it completely you should probably go live in
the forest like a hermit. The more people are around, the stronger it affects me. That
gives me the grounds for meditation.
I believe there have never been the phenomenon of myself, Lena Nabel. There has
existed the phenomenon of Izhevsk. I was greatly surprised on hearing this from Sasha
Yuminoff. Some time ago then I got feel it. Now I realize that we have lots of things
to be proud of. That's great that we are proud of the way we are and the way we live here.
Lena Nabel, a wonderful girl used to be involved in various kinds of art, now
indulging in choreography. Was the first to have told us lots of interesting things lifting
the veil from the timeless works of Izhevsk cinematography. Sometimes faint shades and
light features say more of this ...
